So very frustrated

I am so frustrated right now, as I got to work today I received a phone call from my bank requesting for verification on a large transaction amount. They stated it was for a grocery store, I haven't made any purchases in several days, so I knew it was not correct. They put a hold on all my accounts. When I checked my online bank statement and sure enough my account has been drained. I have a $0.00 balance.

This is the 2nd time that this has happened since purchasing the house, this has never happened before purchasing the house.

Miss D. my sister also received a call last month stating the same thing, her account had been drained by someone in Chicago. It took 5 days for them to take a hold off of her account and to refund the money.

What bothers me is that I have all my bills on automatic bill pay, so now they will be rejected this week... This is going to create a nightmare for me!!!

So let me ask this, how is it that people in their right mind can do something so disruptive to peoples lives?

May 22, 1986

23 years ago today my parents lost their only son, we lost our only brother.

I long for the day to feel the embrace of your strong arms, to see your dark curly hair, and pretty light eyes. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you or speak your name. I will always love you, until we meet again sweet brother.

Raymond Beau Elias

Born into heaven May 22, 1986

Not me Monday

I certainly didn't follow my diet all week only to blow it late one night with my dear friend after a long night in the ICU on Carl’s Junior at midnight and enjoy every last crumb of it! Nope not me, I’m dedicated to loosing weight!

I didn’t forgo washing my hair a few days this past week because between working and being at St. Joe’s I just didn’t have it in me to wash and flat iron my hair. Not me, that’d be gross…

On my last day of a 5 day work stretch, I didn’t turn on the bathtub and walk away only forgetting it was on, only to flood the ENTIRE bathroom and part of my bedroom! Nope not me, I’d NEVER do a thing like that.

On said day above, I didn’t just toss every towel within my reach on the floor and proceed to still take my bath before work. I couldn’t imagine doing that, nope not me.

Still discussing said day above, I didn’t just leave all the water and soaking towels to be tended too until I returned home from work later that evening. Nope not me, that would be a perfect scenario to ruin the floor, I would NEVER do such a thing.

I DEFINITLY didn’t just have a discussion with my doctor about my desire to want to have children and not “toy” with my fertility and be on any form of birth control, only to hear her say to me “Why don’t we work on finding Mr. Right, then worry about getting pregnant,” Oh how I am glad that didn’t happen to me, because I would be forced to find a new doctor! Who would say such a thing!

Las Vegas Pictures

Here are some pictures from our trip to Las Vegas:

We arrived in Vegas and got checked into our hotel The Orleans! It is west of the strip and one of my favorite places to stay, for a few reasons. They comped our rooms,they have nickel keno slots, and they have every thing you could want under one roof. Tons of eating places, bowling alley, movie theater, an arena for shows, big rooms and tons and tons of slot machines.

Once checked in it was off to find my favorite slot machine there, as I said before it’s my favorite place to gamble. My mom and I got settled into our machines and I played until it was time to go see Dave Matthews. Danielle and I went to the concert which was PHENOMINAL… After the show and a 1/2 mile walk to the cab line, and witnessing a car accident we finally arrived to our hotel to grab some dinner.

I woke up the next morning, met my mom at our machines and began my “Saturday Marathon” of gambling. We had so much fun together! Danielle finally woke up and we went and had lunch at the buffet, which of course is my favorite place lol… Then we went upstairs to rest a bit because we were going to hit the strip. Well before long it was night time and we decided to get cleaned up and go back downstairs and gamble and have some cocktails. We stayed down there pretty late and finally grabbed dinner at about 11pm, then I was off to gamble some more.

Sunday morning rolled around, I got ready and took my mom downstairs to get coffee and gamble a bit before we had to board the plane home.. It was a typical Sunday in Vegas, dreading having to be up so early, dreading you have to leave, dreading returning home to face the fact you spent a million bucks in Vegas…. We had a great time, and my mom and I can’t wait until we go back!!

we realized we had matching toes! We didn’t even plan that! Are we 2 Peas in a Pod or what?

A closer look

Come out, come out where ever you are!!!!

Looking for my camera so I can post pictures from LAST WEEK :)

Today I need prayers

Today I need prayers.... My blog is read all around the world, I need EVERYONE who reads to say a prayer for my dear friends father.

I have known Michelle for as long as I have been alive, so 31 years! Here parents are wonderful people.

Michelles father Landis, survived colon cance 6 years ago!

In March he went to have his routine PET scan, hot spots were noted on his lungs. Last week they did a bronchoscopy, that confirmed he indeed has cancer in his mediastinum. This past week he had been experiencing headaches, he had an MRI done yesterday, when he arrived home his doctor called him and told him to get to Barrow Neurological Institute. When he arrived, it was confirmed that they found lesions (tumors) on his brain, that was the cause for his headaches and unsteadiness on his feet.

He will be having brain surgery today to remove a 3 CM lesion on his brain, please I beg, say a prayer for this family today.

Sweet Angel Kayleigh

I am at a loss of words for this blog, other to say please pray for Adam and Aimee and their family, as their sweet 1 pound miracle passed away last night. Visit their blog here Kayleigh.

You can tune into “The Doctor’s” tomorrow, Wednesday, May 13th to see a special on the Freeman family. Click here for a preview of tomorrows show.

Kayleigh Anne Freeman

June 23, 2008 - May 11, 2009

There is no foot too small that it cannot leave an imprint on this world.

Not me Monday!

I definitely didn’t drink wwwaaaayyyy too much (haven’t drank in a VERY long time, so I forgot how it works) in a brief amount of time in the hotel before the concert, only to get a little tipsy and update my every move on facebook and twitter, NOPE not me, that would be humiliating!

There is absolutely no way that I said to J the night of the concert “Isn’t it great neither of us have fallen down,” Only to fall down right before getting in the cab! With 2 bruised knees, and one bleeding, oozing cut later, Nope, not me, I NEVER fall down!

It would have looked utterly desperate had I text my secret crush friend once back at the hotel telling him how much I still liked him, into the wee hours of the night! OMG not me, not a chance, I am NOT that desperate!

No way did I spend ALL day gambling on Saturday in Las Vegas, only to get up 2 times, once to eat lunch and the second time to take a brief nap, and then back to my machine! Nope, not me, I am not addicted to Keno Slots!

I DID not get on the wrong shuttle bus to the economy parking at the airport, only to be dropped off across the lot, walk through about 1000 cars, in the blazing sun the reach the garage to get to my car! Not a chance would that happen to me!

Someone on my mind......

Lying in bed, I should be sleeping right now because I have to get up and finish the packing that didn’t get done today for my trip I leave on tomorrow. Last night I went to see Dave Matthews for probably the 20th time in my life, I went with a friend from work J, we had so much fun… So much fun that my bruised, swollen, bleeding knee keeps reminding me of the too much fun I had lol.. We stayed in a fabulous hotel out by Cricket and cabbed it both ways which I think is the best idea ever!

However today I feel crappy.. But I’m also wondering if it is the lack of ambien from not taking it last night that has me with this wretched headache all day. Last time I became dependant used to it, I’d get bad headaches when I wouldn’t take it. I’ve been sleeping so bad lately, that I finally had to get another script for it, so that I could try to get some sleep!

The past few dreams have been of this man that I am in love with, he is no one I have ever met before, actually he is foreign, he is fabulous in my dreams, and I just adore him and he always comes to my rescue in a time of need…. One time I was being attacked by tons of Pit Bulls and he saved me..

Hmmm here is the Dream Interpretation of that:

To dream that a dog bites your on the leg, suggests that you have lost your ability to balance aspects of your life. You may be hesitant in approaching a new situation or have no desire to move forward with your goals. Alternatively, it symbolizes disloyalty.

If you are a woman and dream that you are in the arms of a man, suggests that you are accepting and welcoming your stronger assertive personality . It may also highlight your desires to be in a relationship and your image of the ideal man. ( No kidding, anyone who knows me knows that I desire that duh!)

Hopefully tonight’s dreams will be good. Oh, and one other thing…. I once went to Margaritaville and shared this towering platter of nachos loaded with jalapenos, with someone, boy do I miss that person, I had a great time that weekend and really want to see you again sometime.. I miss you a lot, we were a good fit.. Too bad you didn’t see it that way….

So tomorrow I am off to Vegas… Have a great weekend… Oh, and did you notice the map of all the Miss B readers, people from all over the world are popping by, and the counter is at 900, 900 people in 1 month that I’ve had the counter up, that is a lot of visitors!! Thanks for reading, and I will post some fun Vegas pictures Sunday!

Not me Monday!

Not me Monday is back! Now that McKMama is back home with her sweet baby Stellan, we are joining the Not me Monday Circus again!

This week I didn’t take an ambien, sleep for 2 hours to be awoken by a text message and proceed to have a very OPEN conversation with that person via text, only to wake up horrified by some of the things I said…. Nope not me!

This past week I didn’t fake sick on a date so I didn’t have to spend another minute with the person because I felt like poking out my eyeballs with each passing minute of the date! Nope not me, I wouldn’t dream of lying to someone!

This week I didn’t completely blow off 2 guys because I find them incredibly boring and couldn’t bear the thought of another date with them, so I just stopped responding to their texts and emails… Nope not me that would be so rude!

On my 2 days off of work this week, I didn’t just wear a hat instead of washing my hair each day.... Nope not me, that’d be gross!

This past week, I didn’t finish off my secret stash of chocolate frosting I keep in the cabinet, for days when I just want a spoon full of icing! Nope not me, I wouldn’t have cheated on my diet by finishing off the last 2 spoon fulls! (And then replaced the lid and placed it back in the cabinet so no one would see the empty container in the trash)

Something positive!

I decided it was time to blog about something positive! Some of my posts seem gloom and doom so I want to post about the things I love!

I love PINK, all things PINK, my eyes are drawn to the color PINK!

I love taking hot lavender bubble baths at night

I love the sound of a newborn babies first cry

I LOVE chocolate cake

I love having my toes painted with a fun design

I love when my finger nails are painted PINK

I love salty foods

I LOVE seafood, Crab, Lobster, Scallops, Shrimp

I love elephants

I love to chew bubble gum, PINK bubble gum

I love flip flops

I LOVE camping and fishing, and swimming in the lake

I love traveling

I love camp fires and cooking over an open flame

I love fresh flowers

I LOVE m n m’s

I love zip up hoodies

I love ice tea

I love greeting cards, I have a secret addiction to purchasing greeting cards