I should be sleeping, I've been up since 4am and have to get up at 5am tomorrow ugh...
This month makes 1 year since I have been single.. 1 year ago I walked out of probably one of the worst relationships I have ever been involved in. I have blogged numerous times in the past about mourning my past relationship and in December I came to terms with the fact that the relationship wasn't true, he wasn't who I thought he was, so I really wasn't sure what I was mourning.. Does that make sense?
Sorta like how can you miss something that you didn't ever know?
What I get a kick out of now is his numerous attempts to contact me now that I have fallen ill and had surgery etc. We have a few mutual acquaintances still and so he hears about things through the grapvine but never in detail because those people I know not to divulge too much info too. Anyhow, it was my New Year's resolution to stop responding to him and so far so good I haven't responding to single text or email, even when it was for a simple recipe of mine he wanted lol...
Anyhow, this is a big big month for me. Lots of things going on with these tests, the hand surgery and the year coming to a close. I look forward to it finally coming to the year mark, because I can finally stop referencing things i.e. last year for the super bowl we did this, last Christmas we did that.... etc...
I'm glad February is a short month because it means it won't last that long... Ugh... "It's just one of those days" for the past few days lol... No worries though, I'll be just fine......
This month makes 1 year since I have been single.. 1 year ago I walked out of probably one of the worst relationships I have ever been involved in. I have blogged numerous times in the past about mourning my past relationship and in December I came to terms with the fact that the relationship wasn't true, he wasn't who I thought he was, so I really wasn't sure what I was mourning.. Does that make sense?
Sorta like how can you miss something that you didn't ever know?
What I get a kick out of now is his numerous attempts to contact me now that I have fallen ill and had surgery etc. We have a few mutual acquaintances still and so he hears about things through the grapvine but never in detail because those people I know not to divulge too much info too. Anyhow, it was my New Year's resolution to stop responding to him and so far so good I haven't responding to single text or email, even when it was for a simple recipe of mine he wanted lol...
Anyhow, this is a big big month for me. Lots of things going on with these tests, the hand surgery and the year coming to a close. I look forward to it finally coming to the year mark, because I can finally stop referencing things i.e. last year for the super bowl we did this, last Christmas we did that.... etc...
I'm glad February is a short month because it means it won't last that long... Ugh... "It's just one of those days" for the past few days lol... No worries though, I'll be just fine......
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Keep smiling Britt! I know you are stong and I am always here for you.
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